Kinga wrote: (...)
I'm also looking forward seeing more magical Kimi moments, be it from his private life or professional life.
Why did you close that F1 chapter? Why 2 days ago? ........... I just can't.
Deep in my heart, there´s a rebell, who taught me, never give up, but don´t let the hope start to take over till you bring ruin on.
I don´t want to live in a dream, live your dreams is okay and must be truly fantastic, but living in a dream? I don´t want to lose the contact to the sometimes deathly cold reality. And I´m happy about the time I had with Kimi, so much hapiness and I have learned a lot from him how to deal with problems and also what you shouldn´t do. Kimi isn´t perfect but we know that of course. I won´t forget the fantastic adrenalin junkie time I passed together with Kimi, not meeting him once, but I at least had his aura around me one time, he was in the same room as me, but there were too many people. Poor me. Nothin lasts forever and we both know hearts can change. And everybody here has a life, has his family and life goes on. Take and go out, a new adventure, and maybe it´s part of the life, you go to school and then to university and later you work and you go and come and people around you come and go and it´s the same with Kimi. He´s in my heart and of course I´m an emotional type but it´s better to let go. I don´t expect a F1 suprise, I would scream and shout and jump and start to mumble but I know it won´t happen. Still I love to read Nicole´s passionate RB 2011 campaign, i have a smile on my face because this reminds me of the rollercoaster ride we always had to go thru with Kimi. What shall I say? I can´t follow him in rally, I´m not that passionated about the sport, I´m a desperate F1-junkie anf rally is a fulltime job. I have no time to follow him 10 hours saturdays and fridays whatever. And I guess Kimi doesn´t want me to be a zombie, not enjoying free-time with friends
And the reason why I closed the chapter two days ago? I´m a movie junkie, my friends know that and movies make me always thoughtful and I start to think about me and the world around me, till I reach my ease of mind and suddenly everything becomes so tiny, very difficult to describe.
you know, if you watch a movie where a lot of people have to die and you realize again how much sorrow people have to go thru, problems like Kimi going to F1 become so unimportant and ridiculous somehow...